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And people wonder why im stressed...

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 12:21:14 -0400

Im 37 weeks pregnant, Having contractions non stop yet im still only one cm, I live with seans family, My family is falling apart, I have to deal with my parents getting divorced soon, deal with my exs crazy ass ex wife bullshit, deal with laywer shit, dealing with my own body problems with me gaining almost 40 pounds, just everything Im over it all

This is not what I want.

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 11:58:25 -0400

Im sorry but im 21 almost 22 years old in 40 some days and I WILL NOT be told when to get up by Seans mother..its not happening sorry. How can I be her stepmother If i cant even have a fucking say in anything with her? I tell her to eat all her dinner and to stay at the dinner table but does betsy care? no not what so ever…when I MAKE her be in bed at 9 because its her bedtime I DONT wanna hear ohh she can just play one more game or whatever BS i have to fucking hear…SEAN HALL is her Daddy and I am her stepmother meaning WE have the say..when she wakes up at 5:30am and thinks she is going to go out in the living room to play will not happen she can lay and be calm in seans room and watch a movie til its a normal time to get up…Im so sick of this I dont even care that sean said I could not work for a whole year im going to take half a year off and then start working cuz I will be moving out of the Hall house next year before Im 23 and I dont give to shits who thinks I cant or whatever I want to be a FAMILY with Sean Sienna and Addison..not sean sienna addisonn wade betsy brent lani johnathen..ect. Im so over it I want to go to the store and get food to make for dinner..I want to make my family dinner every night..I want to be the one who cleans the house does laundry and dishes…I want my own living room… MY own bathroom…My own front door.. I want people to have to call me or Sean before they just show up…Im giving it a year of being here as much as I dont want to tho and go from there..next tax return is going tords Erin Sean move out fund..and Im going to start buying stuff for our own place when I find really good sales Cant deal with life here anymore

it really bothers me that..

Sun, 25 Mar 2012 21:01:20 -0400

When YOU are sick throwing up all over me my friend our car and having to hold you up cuz you cant even walk..then giving you a shower like some fucking 2 year old as you are throwing up all over yourself at 1 2 3 4 in the morning then the min I GET YOU dressed get you in bed feed you water then YOUR 3 year old starts throwing up all night long also all over me so IM doing laundry at 3am!!!! then take care of you both the whole next day getting you guys water feeding you taking you to the drs, to the store..ect having to catch her throw up all morning long and wipe diarrea off of her!!! everything i didnt fucking everything I was super mom for a good 48 hours for you guys and yet now that im sick and cant eat cant stand for more than a few mins at a time..now that im soo dizzy and light headed now that im throwing up and have the D word too YOU cant take care of me???!!!! YOU cant stop for a min and say wow erin does so much for me and my daughter it would be fucking nice to come home and bring her something to eat and some flowers!!??? what the fuck is wrong with you i swear all i want is for someone to take care of me when I dont feel good when I the 33 almost 34 week pregnant girl needs a day of rest and to be taken care of
ughh im sooo upset right now i cant even deal with it I just wanna go home to MY HOME and cry myself to sleep in MY ROOM

Ha wow so this is for sure david youngs!

Tue, 20 Mar 2012 16:24:05 -0400

Ha wow so this is for sure david youngs!

You are..

Wed, 14 Mar 2012 14:37:11 -0400

Really the biggest piece of shit I have ever met like why call yourself a mother why even think you need a child when you cant even be a mom to such a amazing smart beautiful little girl..I would die for sienna and she is not even my blood yet you cant even talk to her for a 38 days! I hope one day when you stand infront of god he reminds you why you are not up with him because this little girl needs a mother and you didnt care..IM going to take that place and i dont care if your mad about that or not..when a 3 year old doesnt even play “mommy” like all little girls do and she only will play “grandma” is really sad I hope every day you wake up and feel like shit about your life and how much of a bitch you are..you asked for all this crap to happen and now it is so fuck you i hope you get whats comming to you cuz this little girl…MY little girl will never live up there with you full time you dont deserve her cuz you have missed out on 80% of her life

yeahhh!!

Mon, 30 Jan 2012 15:51:03 -0500

Sean and I are packing up our whole room to have it redone for sienna and her new princess room sean and his dad are building for her! omg she will love it pink walls bunk beds for when lani is over princess everything!! Then sean and I will be in his old room that i can start setting up for the baby! everything is working out now for the best The only thing is i miss seeing my parents everyday and eddie….but once the baby comes i know sienna addison and i wil be over there all the time! sienna keeps saying im going to be her other mommy and it makes me feel soo good :) sean and i are better than ever i just need to break his play station then i will be set!! lol my dad is going to pay for us to go to school if we want…seans is paying off his car and he is paying off my car!! soon we will be saving a bunch of money a month to move out next year sometime ahh im sooo happy someone pinch me..we are planning our disney trip right now soon! only a few weeks away til we go ahhhh she is going to love it sooo much

this little girl is going nuts in me right now kicking like...

Sat, 31 Dec 2011 01:53:04 -0500

this little girl is going nuts in me right now kicking like crazyyy

I cant believe

Thu, 29 Dec 2011 12:19:11 -0500

Im with the man of my dreams we are living together with his/my besutiful daughter now having a baby girl in only 18 weeks from now and then knowing that soon someday I will be his wife im so lucky and blessed

im going to be the mother of a baby girl and a amazing step daughter im soo blessed

Thu, 15 Dec 2011 15:43:04 -0500

im going to be the mother of a baby girl and a amazing step daughter im soo blessed

This baby..

Tue, 13 Dec 2011 19:45:13 -0500

is making me go crazyy im sooo hormonal right now i cant stop crying over anything ughhh ready for may

My family :)

Tue, 13 Dec 2011 13:31:10 -0500

My family :)

yeahh

Fri, 09 Dec 2011 21:46:35 -0500

151 days til Im due!!!

ohhdanghefine: v4nity: Story behind this? Her dad was leaving...

Fri, 09 Dec 2011 12:33:47 -0500

ohhdanghefine:

v4nity:

Story behind this? Her dad was leaving on a 2 year deployment. She was crying, and wouldn’t let go of her dad’s hand, even when he stood in line, saluting. No one had the heart to break them apart.

i’ve never seen this picture from the front, now it breaks my heart 10 times more

MY HEART IS BROKEN.

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baby belly at 18 weeks

Wed, 07 Dec 2011 01:15:02 -0500

baby belly at 18 weeks

Went to the Drs today and they said everything is good! heard the heart beat its soo fast! FINDING...

Thu, 17 Nov 2011 14:26:10 -0500

Went to the Drs today and they said everything is good! heard the heart beat its soo fast! FINDING OUT ON THE 15th thank god im sooo excited cant wait to start picking out cloths and getting things for my baby

yeahh

Thu, 17 Nov 2011 00:03:18 -0500

Sean and I are doing amazing now sienna is super close to me sean is so sweet and makes sure I am always fed im just soo happy and lucky cant wait til may

Finding out what my baby is soonn!!!!

Mon, 14 Nov 2011 21:19:00 -0500

ahh only 3 more weeks!! cant wait

13 Weeks!

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 18:58:31 -0400

13 Weeks!

190 days

Mon, 31 Oct 2011 18:52:57 -0400

til my due date!! ahhh May 8th lets go!!! I have never been more excited for anything in my life :)
today sean woke up turned over to me to cuddle on me he was kissing and rubbing my tummy and then told me he loves me and then looked at my tummy and said i love you too so much…..i wanted to cry so bad like that might be top 5 fav moments in my life im sooo happy he is so excited now!! ahh 6 more weeks til i know what we are having cant wait meaning like another 6 or less weeks til the baby can start kicking!!

Photo

Sat, 29 Oct 2011 18:05:13 -0400